in the light, smoke in the dark, channel:
a fissure of interconnection and points of discourse
A compendium of thoughts and images inspired by one particular solo performance from free-jazz pianist Cecil Taylor.
in the light, smoke in the dark, channel:
a fissure of interconnection and points of discourse
the moment load
of everything he tells us
hanging there,
heavy, in the air:
unmanageable
Some days are just like this:
and we ask
ourselves
about the holes.
——— as if.
of.
of what
what if.
the pure galaxy of rising
Aren’t we managing everything we’ve gathered,
and finding something new in the crowding?
If this curve is wisdom
if this shadow toward if this motion away
how hard we work to see the light
to name our small perspective
the flounce of sunlight ———— the threshold of sound
Another pile of curved days.
Another pile of private sounds.
How to distinguish the answer? More listening.
Picasso said first I find something, then I go looking for what it is.
Is this how it is for you?
Cecil, everything you do is order out of order, unraveled.
Everything you do names spaces
I didn’t know needed to be filled.
A day of capacity, of firm placement, of imbalance.
Everything holds to itself, but shows up — cracked and ready.
It continues even where we are not looking or listening.
Whatever has tipped
is, by extension, what holds us in place.
I am listening, but sounds keep getting erased and replaced.
slip through
and sometimes destroy us with
your sounds